Oh shit, I totally forgot to carefully read the craigslist ad. I text someone who I thought was a girl and who could be my potential roommate and agreed to skype with them tomorrow morning to see the room. Then I look back at the ad and it says, “You’ll be sharing a room with me, a 20ish year old male…MALE.” I don’t know what to say to him now! I’ll most likely say no, but I don’t know how I will tell him! What did I get myself into? lol
It’s even harder to say no knowing that they are 420 friendly. Oh well.
I knew that once I came back home my family would be talking about weight issues and gaining weight and yadadada weight. But when my sister confronted me about caring for my health it finally hit me that I really REALLY should start eating healthier and exercise. I mean I’ve always known that I needed to do this but the idea never struck me fully until now. Why now? I’ve gained a little more weight since living on my own and I’m afraid if I don’t do anything now I might gain even more weight. Gaining more weight will only make me lazier and have health problems which could lead to consequences in the future. I want to do it not just for appearances but so I can be more motivated to want to do more things like play the guitar, hiking, running, write a script, write lyrics, to actually do my homework…the list goes on. I’ve been feeling tired for way too long, it’s time to feel energized. Yes, I can talk the walk all day long but in order for me to become more healthier I must want it really badly, and I do. It’s seriously time for change and it starts with me.
